What a life!

Optimism is what drives me and today is extra special! I had my Urdu paper today. Its the subject i most suck at! Well guess what? I studied till 2 am last night and gave the best paper ive given in years! Pretty confident that Ill get a really good grade in it!

Oh and I also (FINALLY) mastered the rap to this awesome song “lonely world” by LIMP BIZKIT! man! Its hard but the rap’s just too awesome and meaningful to NOT learn it! Rap’s been pretty infamous in many conservative people and societies cuz of its boldness and bluntness but I just think that we should be able to find the right KIND of rap! Hehehe! As fortminor says in their song “cigarettes”:

I’m not even ashamed
I got too much reality thats filling up my brain
so sell me on that chronic, I’m addicted to the game
Suck it up like a cigarette, light it up

Its just like a cigarette, its something that I do
Once in awhile but between me and you
Its just like a cigarette Nobody’s really fooled
I dont want the truth, I wanna feel fucking cool
‘m runnin out to get the next rapper’s CD
Just suckin up the guns, drugs, and misogyny
The same way that I suck up all the stories

Now that is some brainless zombi-ic attitude that really is disgusting but a lot of teenagers are just like wats described above!

P.Diddy, Nelly, Sean Paul, Eminem (most songs) are pure crap thats made to rhyme and sound really COOL AND GANGSTER like…! And its appalling to hear them chanting along with all the shit they give them!

Anyways…where was i again? Oh yes..i learnt the rap. Now thats some pretty realistic and meaningful rap right there.! Till later ciao! (ALLAH HAFIZ!)

We’re here to hurt no body!

Mustve heard this in the lyrics of the Timbaland, Nelly Furtado and J.T’s feat…but here i use a more serious meaning!

In the recent years muslims all over the globe have been labelled terrorists, extremists, psychopaths, lunatics, convicts and overtly violent. Im a muslim.

I don’t think I need to defend my position here because when you yourself have a clear idea of who you are you don’t need to justify your position to anyone any further. More like “I dun give a shit about what u percieve me as!”

Take an example of an ordinary situation like the muslims are facing right now. A farmer used to have a very beautiful field. He used to grow very high yeilds of crops and everyone praised his work. He was excellent at it. He admitted that all of this was becuase of some theories and strategies due to which he achieved this success. He had three sons. They grew up to be his apprentices and promised to follow whatever he had told them. Now when the farmer passed away the sons began to forget what the farmer had told them. The began to form their own rules and strategies of growing crops in the feild. Soon enough their field turned into crap and none of the people liked their work. So they began to think that the farmer hadn’t had “good enough” strategies and ways to produce a high yeild and a succesful crop.

The case is same here with Islam. Islam is a beautiful religion fit for a king as well as peasant. Its the perfect guide to live a successful, peaceful and comfortable life. When Islam came it spread with all glory under the Holy Prophet (Peace Be Upon Him). (Take him as the farmer in the story). But after the death of Holy Prophet (P.B.U.H) his followers gradually forgot how to follow Islam in the real sense. They became entrapped in rituals, traditions and culture. They became superstitious and forgot the many teachings of Islam. Now i accept many “people claiming to be true muslims” are doing a lot of damage. But that doesn’t mean that ISLAM ITSELF is a bad religion.

Think for yourselves…Lets not keep in mind that we’re talking particularly about Islam here. Rationalize and ponder. If the followers of a religion go astray, does that mean that that RELIGION is wrong as well? NO! Of course not! Because the fault doesnt lie with the religion my friends…It lies with the FOLLOWERS.

I hope Ive made a few things clear here. The true muslims are here to hurt nobody. Islam is a blessing for all mankind. Believe it or don’t. You’ll find out on the Day Of Judgement anyway.

EXAM FEVER!

Here in Pakistan Its EXAMINATION fever!!! The board exams for matric are happening.. the O levels students just ended with their “mocks” and are preparin for their finals… and me…well im kinda in the middle. Im in O levels 2nd grade… Preapring for assessments then later final exams to get promoted to the next grade which of course will be the REAL THING!

Assesments happenin this monday! Everyone;s upset and hyper. Some of us are using the internet and the tv more frenquently than beofre while there are some (tho not in a large quantity) who are doing nothing but studying. Me? Well Im kinda in the middle (AGAIN) hahaha! I study hard…then when i get tired i have fun..listen to some music and then study again! Lol!

I just like this technique..dunno why. There s loads of techinques that are there when giving ur exams here in Pakistan common among the students. There s one where u study all day and all night. You eat studying, walk studying , sit studying..sleep studying !! You switch off your cellphone so no one disturbs you.If ur neighbours make some noise u either scream at them or u stuff ur ears and keep studying. You fill ur register and practice books with essays, keypoints, formulae, definitions and explanations.

Thers another technique where you watch TV all day and play games…use the internet.. sms all day long and never leave ur cellphones alone. At night you have some EXAM GIULT and read hte summaries of all chapters just to give urself an idea of what u have to write in hte paper. Then u go to sleep hoping u get an easy paper and saying to urself “How hard could it be?” Next morning you write down all that u fear u might forget and hide it in different parts of ur uniform knowing you might need it later 😛

There s always the middle path though. You read all the books…get hte basic concept. You make a rough sketch of all that u need to study. You memorize and connect all the points and concepts and really concentrate for a whole two hours..then u listen to hard rock..eat a lot and have fun…after that u study hard again for a couple of hours and wen ur satisfied you get up take a bath and watch some tv. At night you revise watevers coming in the paper and go give it.

The last one is my type of a routine….Its fun, healthy and not guilt inducing and trust me it gets u pretty good grades if not EXCELLENT ones. The first type of technique is for those who want to get hte best grades of all and dont mind becoming brainless, un creative and physically unfit. They also shouldnt have a problem with loss of eyesight, badlness, white hair and pale faces 😀

The CEBB

Today my dear fellows I have the honour and privlege to introduce you to one of the worlds most exclusive organisations, known as the CEBB.

The CEBB has mostly members from all the third-world countries. Only the most high officials of those countries have the privlege of becoming a memeber of this oh-so exclusive organistaion. Many officials from Pakistan have had the privelege of being the members of CEBB. The Pakistani President, prime ministers, members of senate, national assembly, and provincial assemblies are all part of the CEBB.
CEBB stands for Corruption Extortion and Blackmail Big time. This organisation has been made to untie the corrupt people from all over the world so that they can explore new ways of stealing from the poor and feeding the rich, the oppposite of what the “indecent” lad Robin Hood used to do. The CEBB has signed a pact that all of its members are going to double their efforts in the coming year so that they can collect enough wealth to build a huge air-conditioned palace for themselves in hell where they are sure they will end up later. No reports of how much wealth is need to construct their palace have come in therefore we are short of much detail. But the fact is this organsations is doing WHATEVER it can to continue and strengthen corruption, extortion, and black mail….BIG TIME!!

Result Day!

Thats the day when you wake up in the morning and dread waking up. You wish this day would either fly past you or something would happen that would change the entire course of humanity so your parents wouldnt get to your school! 😛But Alas! Nothing like that ever happens. You have to drag yourself out of bed, keep yourself from vomiting all over the place and get ready to get BUSTED! You brush your teeth thinking about what your teacher will say to your mom. You put on your clothes thinking about what your dad will say back to the teacher. You put on your shoes thinking if they’ll cut you some slack. And then you get into the car…You feel queasy and about to puke. To make matters worse you have to wait for your parents to get your younger sibling’s result card first, which is almost always better than yours.

They finally arrive outside your school. You open the car door too quickly and your parents notice you’re nervous. Your dad puts his arm around you and you bet he wont do the same when you exit the school! Hehe! The school guard smiles as if its Eid or Christmas. You curse everyone who comes in your way and hurry upstairs to your classroom, feeling your parents are walking slower than usual, trying to torment you further.

You finally come out of the classroom after a gruelling TECHAER-PARENT session and gasp for fresh air! AAA! too many advices all at once! 😦 You vow to work harder next time. You think about all your parents have done for you and how youve repaid them. Then you look at your report card again and realize it wasnt really that bad. I just have to work harder in math and urdu! [AGAIN]. So your parents take you back home. Your dad wont speak to you anymore and your mom wont stop speaking. :S They both intimidate you like crazy and you take refuge upstairs in your bedroom. You cry or laugh depending on your “sissyness” and wish the examination system was a bit fairer.

In the end, same old, same old! huh! (But ill try harder next time I swear!) 😛

Poem collection.

All along Ive had a lot of poetry in my head but i never thought of writing it down on paper. Now i finally have. Heres a few poems i wrote fervently, passionately. I love each and every one of them. They come from the deepest recesses of my heart.

We are one

Not withstanding the rush of the wind
Without understanding the prayer or the rain
I step forward and he leans in.
We are not close, Not together anymore
On two parts of the world. Two seperate poles
Yet we are one. We are one whole.
Space, time money mean nothing anymore
Talking, hugging, meeting are just an endless bore
Yes! we are one. we are one whole
Up and above the heart and the mind
you and me. we constitute a single soul
words left unsaid. lips unmoved
theres no reason to say. no reason anymore.
look at us! lo and behold!
Yes! we are one. we are one whole
its not you its not me. its not even us anymore
we are one single soul.
Yes! we are one. we are one whole

IS IT ME?

Why do the trees seem fuller? the sky brighter?
why do the stars seem shinire? my heart faster?
These nights longer? Is it just me?
ME?
Why do i notice the raindrops now
Why do i look at you and not frown
why in your eyes i just wanna drown
is it just me?
ME?
why do i see the subtle twinkle in your eyes
the curve of your lips? your hansome face?
that captivating embrace. your hypnotizing face
is its just me?
ME?

I will stare

I will place you by my side
It will be the loveliest night
With one hand under my chin
And I will stare. i will stare at you.
For the wonderful life ive had with you
I will look at your messed up hair.
In awe i will stare.
Together the silence we shall bare
I will follow your gaze.
Those beautiful eyes ablaze.
And i will stare at you.
For the wonderful life ive had with you.
I will notice the gleam on your specs
Those velvet cheeks i will praise.
And i will stare. I will stare at you
For the wonderful life ive had with you.
I shall cherish your prickly jaw
So rugged, so clean, yet so raw.
And i wll spend the whole night
Looking at the perfect man in my life
and i will stare. i will stare at you.
for the wonderful life ive had with you.

You are mine

I am alone and i am deserted.
you barge into my life and perfect it
all the calamities, dangers i faced in life
only a single look of yours will suffice
you give me courage. you bestow hope
you show me something ive never felt before
the barren river has become alive
it will rush like it never before flowed
i am alone and i am deserted
you barge into my life and perfect it
my words are insufficient to describe
what i feel for you because all through time
you are way larger than life
you are what some might call a saint
you are what dissolves this distain
but to me you are more than this. you are mine.
i am alone and i am deserted.
you barge into my life and perfect it
you are mine.

ARE WE THAT STRONG?

This world wont let us be, are we that strong?
we ve done no wrong. we’ve done no wrong.
I want you and i need you
But im scared no one will understand
the feelings we harbour for eachother and
disregard something so pure so true
blame it on us: me and you
this world wont let us be, are we that strong?
we ve done no wrong. we’ve done no wrong.
this is something we have no control ova
love will lead us to a place we ve been neva
my heart sings those rhymes like before
the spring bells ring, no longer sohphomore
these people take them for funeral hymns
the do not notice the stars as the nightingale sings
this world wont let us be, are we that strong?
we ve done no wrong. we’ve done no wrong.
the ignore the butterflies and the flowers
they only wanna destroy this feeling of ours
no matter how far we run away
they wont get it however we perusade
try as we might we will encounter this plight
away from each other will we be thrown
for the “evil” seeds that we have sown
In our hearts, in our minds we did no wrong
this world wont let us be, are we that strong?
we ve done no wrong. we’ve done no wrong.

I just

He is the reason i breathe, emotions that he steals
If only i could tell him this BUT
It aint that easy i just…
Dont know whether he loves me the same
As i do or if its just a game
I know i should trust whatever he claims
He told me it is the simple truth BUT
It aint that easy i just…
Wish we could talk longer than we must
Get to know eachother and
try to find out; to understand
what we want what we desire
what breeds within our heart’s fire
Trying to find the belief, the trust
It aint that easy i just…

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SYPHILIS…STD!

Syphilis

INTRODUCTION:

Syphilis is a chronic, systemic and infectious sexually transmitted disease caused by a bacteria.

CAUSITIVE ORGANISM: – the bacterium Treponema pallidum

CAUSES:-

Close sexual contact with an infected person.

An infected mother can pass on the infection to the child during birth.

Blood transfusions from infected person.

SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS:-

Primary stage
Painless ulcer develops at the sites of infection and heals on its own within 2-3 weeks

The primary stage of syphilis, often begins with a sore on the part that has been in contact with the infection, the genitals, rectum or mouth. The sore feels like a button, firm, oval and round. It usually measures about 1.25com or 1/2in across. Swelling of the glands in the groin may occur but is not usually sore or tender.
You do not usually feel ill in the primary stage of syphilis and the sore heals after a few weeks without treatment. This is a problem because the syphilis has not gone. Syphilis continues to spread throughout the body.

Secondary stage
Fever, sore throat & generalized weakness, joint pain, generalized skin reaction. Any organ might be affected.

From the primary stage the disease moves into the secondary stage of syphilis. This secondary stage of syphilis can often occur after a gap of several weeks when the bacteria have spread through the body. You may start to feel unwell, features include headaches, general aches and pains, sickness, loss of appetite and maybe a fever.
Breaks in the skin occur and sometimes a dark red rash. The rash that occurs in the secondary stage of syphilis can last for a few weeks or months. The rash appears on the backs of the legs and the front of the arms and often on your back, face, hands and feet. It does not itch and may be either raised or flat in appearance.
Other symptoms can also include sores in the mouth, nose, throat, genitals or in the folds of the skin. Hair can fall out in patches. These signs and symptoms of syphilis will disappear without treatment in between 3 weeks to 9 months. The signs and symptoms of syphilis have moved to the next stage, but the bacteria are still present in the body and you still have syphilis.

Tertiary stage
Ulcerated lesion anywhere in the skin. Any organ may be affected.

The tertiary stage occurs in about a third of those who are not treated. Common symptoms are painful permanent ulcers on the skin, lesions on ligaments, joints and on bones. Tertiary syphilis can attack the nervous system, the heart and blood vessels that results in blindness, paralysis, and insanity.

DIAGNOSIS:-

Diagnosis of the sexually transmitted syphilis is done by the examination of the symptoms and cerebrospinal fluid. Tests like dark ground microscopy, VDRL test and Chest X-ray further confirm the infection.

TREATMENT:-

The primary goals of syphilis treatment are to avoid disease progression and to prevent transmission. Penicillin has been used in clinical settings for over 50 years, and remains the cornerstone of syphilis therapy.

Children diagnosed with syphilis after the newborn period should have a CSF examination to rule out asymptomatic neurosyphilis. Maternal and birth records should be reviewed to determine if the child has congenital or acquired syphilis. Benzathine penicillin G 50,000 units/kg (up to a maximum dose of 2.4 million units) in a single intramuscular dose is the treatment of choice for acquired primary or secondary syphilis. Child-protection services should also be consulted in potential sexual abuse cases.

PREVENTION:-

The open sores of syphilis may be visible and infectious during the active stages of infection. Any contact with these infectious sores and other infected tissues and body fluids must be avoided to prevent spread of the disease. As with many other STDs, methods of prevention include using condoms during sexual intercourse. Screening and treatment of infected individuals, or secondary prevention, is one of the few options for preventing the advance stages of the disease. Testing and treatment early in pregnancy is the best way to prevent syphilis in infants and should be a routine part of prenatal care.

RESOURCES:-

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Syphilis

http://www.kidshealth.org/parent/infections/std/syphilis.html

http://www.emedicinehealth.com/syphilis/article_em.htm

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/syphilis/DS00374

CORPORAL PUNISHMENT

Motion: Total Ban on Corporal Punishment (CP) is a disservice to education

Stance: AGAINST

Before my opponents start hurling remarks at me thinking what a sedated ingrate i am, let me explain myself and then u can lash out ALL you want. Does Corporal Punishent ever work? The answer my friend lies up here! In your mind.

People who oh-so-rightly favour CP claim that it deters violent behaviour. Research my friends shows the opposit! Researchers at the university of New Hampshire have concluded that children exposed to CP are more likely over time to cheat, lie , be disobedient at school, bully others and to have less remorse for what they do wrong.

CP is morally wrong and i suspect that deep in ur hearts you know it! This archaic practice that comes straight out of the dark ages remains in force today because those who can end it have lacked the moral courage to name it for what it is- INSTITUTIONALIZED CHILD ABUSE! Think about it.

Beat a child. He silently suffers. Beat your wife. She’ll divorce you and squeaze money out of you like lemon JUICE!

Children are the most voiceless and vulnerable members of our society. The only ones who cannot organize and vote. Schools with corporal punishment provide a convenient hiding place for those teachers and administrators who are violent incompetent or emotionally disturbed. We are teaching our children everyday that there’s a better way of living than by hitting, intimidation and getting even. Yet, yet my friends we continue to hit them when they commit wrong. We continue to contradict our OWN teachings through our actions. LOOK AT THAT! That is the hypocrisy of DO WHAT I SAY. DONT DO WHAT I DO.

Delve into the mind of a child. Hes likely to think “If my teachers can solve their problems by hitting me, then thats the way Ill solve my problems too.” Not only is this LEGAL CHILD ABUSE but its a message schools should not deliver.

The all-knowing teachers at a school in Loudon pointed out that CP “communicates love”. Wait! Did i hear that right? Do they mean to say that bashing a child on his bare back with a wooden cane until it goes numb tells him that his teachers LOVE HIM? HAHAHAHA! Sounds SO ridiculously funny doesnt it?

Hear out the real victims of CP, the children. Let me quote a nine year old girl who was exposed to CP and later asked how she felt by the Espom youth group. She said “Humiliated, angry and determined to fight back. I wanted to lash out or cry”. If you still fail to understand that CP is not JUST NOT the answer take the advice of Psychologist Dr.Brandon Earl!

He conducted a 5 year log study over CP and has concluded that it harbours feelings of “disgust, insecurity and vengeance.” Concentrate on what im going to say NOW! Do you really want the students of your school to feel disgusted insecure and revengful? DO YOU?

Personally I feel blessed, lucky and grateful to be able to study in a school that disallows CP and even after I have laid down the bare facts in figures right infront of you, if the idea of CP still appeals to u then i suppose logic and fact should never be relied upon, right?

Therefore me and any person whose thinking is based upon logic and fact may rationally agree that not only is CP wrong, unjust and harmful but that a total ban on CP is not a disservice to education but a FAVOUR. 😀

Illustrated guide to Forensics

Illustrated guide to Forensics (True Crime Scene Investigations) by Dr.Zakaria Erzinclioglyu

Contents:

The forensic Mind
The Spirit of the Place
Time will tell
A Question of Identity
Causes
Poison
Destruction
Words and Images
Little details

Case histories are given that can provide in-depth analysis and expertise about past cases and how the forensic evidence is collected and treated properly.

READ THIS BOOK NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES YOU TO GET IT!

ITS AWESOME TRUST ME!!